Yuki was muttering something about crazy fangirls all through dinner. Which was leeks, by the way. So he should have been happy, because I wasn't. But instead, he was sort of quietly freaking out across the table. His eye was twitching.
He is upstairs opening and closing his bedroom door repeatedly right now.
He is starting to make me nervous.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Questions
Master called last night. We talked for about an hour. For me that's a long time. I was really glad to hear from him. School keeps me really busy these days, and he's usually busy too (instructing at the dojo and advancing his own training) so the phone is all we have lately.
I miss living with him at the dojo, but I'm happier with the seperation than I thought I'd be. Since that night when Tohru accepted me anyway, and Yuki--ratboy, I mean--told me he was tired of running, I've been...strangely content.
He hasn't been any nicer to me. And yet, I feel more at home with him somehow. I keep on looking at him and seeing someone different than I've seen all these years. For so long I thought I knew everything about him. But he proved me wrong and I...almost respect him now. I'm curious, is all. I'm curious about what else he might show me.
I still hate him. And I still look for new ways to make him mad. He makes me mad everyday just by existing! But I don't think it's wrong to ask questions. I'm learning to do that now, with everyone. I think Tohru showed it to me.
She's such an amazing girl, Tohru. If I never see her again after this year is over...If I never see her after...I go there...Well, I'll never forget her.
Never.
I miss living with him at the dojo, but I'm happier with the seperation than I thought I'd be. Since that night when Tohru accepted me anyway, and Yuki--ratboy, I mean--told me he was tired of running, I've been...strangely content.
He hasn't been any nicer to me. And yet, I feel more at home with him somehow. I keep on looking at him and seeing someone different than I've seen all these years. For so long I thought I knew everything about him. But he proved me wrong and I...almost respect him now. I'm curious, is all. I'm curious about what else he might show me.
I still hate him. And I still look for new ways to make him mad. He makes me mad everyday just by existing! But I don't think it's wrong to ask questions. I'm learning to do that now, with everyone. I think Tohru showed it to me.
She's such an amazing girl, Tohru. If I never see her again after this year is over...If I never see her after...I go there...Well, I'll never forget her.
Never.
Friday, March 16, 2007
Rat-boy's been acting weird.
Come to think of it, he's been acting that way since we got our tests back on Monday. He probably got a 98% instead of 100%. ha ha.
I was really glad when I caught him being sick Tuesday morning, but he was a complete space-case for the rest of the day and I can't stop thinking about it for some reason.
I think maybe I should work harder on getting stronger than him, 'cause I find myself staring at him for long moments without realizing I'm doing it--all that aggressive energy must be getting built up inside.
I wonder why he looks like a girl.
I was really glad when I caught him being sick Tuesday morning, but he was a complete space-case for the rest of the day and I can't stop thinking about it for some reason.
I think maybe I should work harder on getting stronger than him, 'cause I find myself staring at him for long moments without realizing I'm doing it--all that aggressive energy must be getting built up inside.
I wonder why he looks like a girl.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Good week, I guess.
Okay, so I hate this online thing but everybody else is doing it so I thought I'd check it out. Not that I care what people think! Because I definitely don't. I was just curious about what all the hype is about. So...yeah.
Since you're supposed to write all your thoughts 'n shit, I might as well put what happened this week:
I got out of bed ON TIME! Unlike some people I know who always wake up at the last minute and then walk around like the living dead creeping everybody out... Because I go to bed at a decent hour instead of studying until my eyeballs fall out of their sockets, trying to impress everybody by pretending I'm something I'm not. Anyway, back to the point. I was awake on time, and just mindin' my own business, goin' to the bathroom like I do every morning, but...somebody's already in there. I figure it's Tohru gettin' up early to fix everybody breakfast 'cause she's nice like that, but that's early even for her! So I go to knock on the door and then I hear this sound...like...puking.
Okay, that's gross. But that's what I heard. So of course I got all worried and started knocking and saying, "Everything all right in there?" And as soon as the person stops for a breath, I hear them say, "As if I'd tell you." And what do ya know. It's the sissy rat boy in there!
Before I could gloat, he came out and pushed me out of his way. I took a swing at him which he of course blocked. Damn those reflexes of his! He got to his room pretty quick and slammed the door in my face. After that I left him alone. That's the rat's territory. It would just be weird to think about going into his bedroom. For...some reason that I don't know.
Anyhow, catching rat boy hurling makes my week a good one. Proves he's not so perfect after all. He still went to school after that, though... perfect attendence record still. He's inhuman.
Since you're supposed to write all your thoughts 'n shit, I might as well put what happened this week:
I got out of bed ON TIME! Unlike some people I know who always wake up at the last minute and then walk around like the living dead creeping everybody out... Because I go to bed at a decent hour instead of studying until my eyeballs fall out of their sockets, trying to impress everybody by pretending I'm something I'm not. Anyway, back to the point. I was awake on time, and just mindin' my own business, goin' to the bathroom like I do every morning, but...somebody's already in there. I figure it's Tohru gettin' up early to fix everybody breakfast 'cause she's nice like that, but that's early even for her! So I go to knock on the door and then I hear this sound...like...puking.
Okay, that's gross. But that's what I heard. So of course I got all worried and started knocking and saying, "Everything all right in there?" And as soon as the person stops for a breath, I hear them say, "As if I'd tell you." And what do ya know. It's the sissy rat boy in there!
Before I could gloat, he came out and pushed me out of his way. I took a swing at him which he of course blocked. Damn those reflexes of his! He got to his room pretty quick and slammed the door in my face. After that I left him alone. That's the rat's territory. It would just be weird to think about going into his bedroom. For...some reason that I don't know.
Anyhow, catching rat boy hurling makes my week a good one. Proves he's not so perfect after all. He still went to school after that, though... perfect attendence record still. He's inhuman.
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